I Remember...

I remember the days when we used to goof around and make noises together and get the both of us in troubles. I remember when you ate all my snacks and you promised to give yours on the next Monday, but you never actually gave it. I remember the time when our teacher asked us to play a song together, and I was playing the viola and you were playing the clarinet. I remember the day before New Year, we had a little orchestra concert in one of the malls and you didn't show up. I remember the day when we tried to get Mr. Boles attention by making one of us get a detention. I remember the time when you jumped off the diving board and looked to me when you got back up and smiled. I remember when you kicked me on my butt because I told Mr. Boles that you mock me all the time. I remember the times when we shared a sit on the school bus after we went swimming during one of the days of summer school. I remember how you could make me laugh with the little things you always loved to show-off. I remember the time when our teacher put us together as a group of two to describe other and you said that I'm beautiful and smart. I remember how I freaked out when I thought you were sending me this 'secret admirer' letter, but it wasn't even you at all. I remember when our drama teacher dressed us up as the characters of The Wizards of Oz and the teacher took some pictures of us. I remember when our class did a play of Lion King and you were given a role as grown-up Simba and I was so jealous because the girl who was playing your lover was one of my best friends. I remember when people told us to not to run in the hallway, but we never actually listened. I remember the time when you kept helping me opening my locker. I remember the time when you said you were the ghost of no return when our class did a dodge-ball match with the other class. I remember the days when everyone thought that we were an item like boyfriend and girlfriend, and all we said was just that we didn't know and weren't bothered by any of the shit. I remember the time when I cried inside my room before going back to Indonesia because all I could think of was you. I remember the time when I kept missing you and went crazy because I knew that I'd have a rare chance to see you again. I remember the day when I tagged a love note and you asked me if I liked you or not, and I lied by saying that I didn't and after that happened you never contact me again. I remember the day when you were celebrating your 13th birthday and I wished you an epic birthday and you only replied thank you. I remember the day when I confessed my feeling and all you said was just an O. I remember the day when I finally found your page on Facebook and I got all excited because I've missed you so damn much and I haven't seen you in ages.

But the best part that I'll always remember is that wherever you are, whatever you're doing, you'll always be here inside my heart. Those days during the long vacation were the days when my mind couldn't stop thinking about you and those days were the times when I started to realize that you and I had some amazing beautiful chemistry..