I need a pack of tissues, a quiet room, and a fast Wi-Fi. Why? Ask God...
So, tonight turned mellow and galau.. Double U - E - Double U.. It started when I failed at making a short video about DESCRIBING HOW MY ROOM LOOKS LIKE! It will always look like a room, dude! ... I failed. Well, actually the battery died and I didn't save any of the recorded clips. So... I FAILED!
Kay... But, the reason why my night turned so galau-ish and mellow-ish was because somebody (a person, a guy...) suddenly popped inside my mind and ruined every other thought. He was the THAT guy... The you-know-who dude I've always talked about. Why him?? I haven't figured out the answer... .___. Then, I tweeted some stupid trashy quotes, but got RT's. Yeay!! Baaah...
Hmm.. A couple of minutes later, I iseng-ly stalked (well, not actually stalked, more like look through) my old friends' facebook-s. Those dudes and chicks who used to be my 4th & 5th grade classmates. I stalked their pages and looked through all their photos. My tears began to fall inside.. THEY LOOK MUCH MATURE than they used to be. I miss them so freakin' much!! :'(( One of the pages was my old crush.. Haha.. :') I looked through all his photos and told myself that he'd changed. Like... He had changed into something more attractive, calm, mature, and heart-breaking. Gaaaaah, I miss him.
And to top all of those CRAPPY galauness, the flashback of my old crush and I appeared suddenly inside my head. And I was like.. "Wha? Huh? Oh boy..." I remembered the time when he kicked my butt because I pinched him and got him in so many troubles. I remembered the time when he wanted my snack and I gave him and told him to save some for me but he didn't, so I kinda like got upset, then he asked for forgiveness and promised to give me his Monday snack. I remembered the time when we were sitting on the same sit inside a school bus after swimming and got to a little fight about PLEASE BE QUIET! I remembered when he was asked to do a duet with me to play one song. I remembered when were dressed as characters of The Wizards of OZ (I forgot the name of the play) and the costumes were made of NEWSPAPER. I remembered when people thought that we were a thing like bf-gf. I remembered when he used to sit by me and goofed around with me and made noises and got the both of us in trouble. But, what I remembered the most was the time when I got back to Indonesia and communicated with him by facebook and he asked me, "Do you like me?" and I lied by replying "No.. That'd be crazy and stupid." and he never replied anything. That hurt so much... If I could stay a little bit longer there, I'd be happy to continue the fun, the fights, the laughter, the goofiness, the arguments, the troubles, the detentions with him. OMG, I miss him and probably will start to have a crush on him... AGAIN!!!! ARRRRGGHH!!...
And the last thing I wanted to tell you about is that I stalked my other old crush. Hahaha... But, when I saw his photos, the only memory that was played in my head was the one when we accidentally bumped into each other and my butt almost kissed the floor, but he held my back and grabbed me by the hand and it was like a movie to me. We were ( ) <<< that close. Aaaaah...
I MISS ALL OF THOSE SWEET UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS!!!!...
I'm just hoping that someday I could see them again..
ANYWAY, I'm so fucking frustrated with my English assignment, dude!!! HELP!! URGENT! EMERGENCY!! PLEASE!!!... Bye! I say Hassafffaaahh a lot lately.. Hasafah.. .___. Bye! ;)
So, tonight turned mellow and galau.. Double U - E - Double U.. It started when I failed at making a short video about DESCRIBING HOW MY ROOM LOOKS LIKE! It will always look like a room, dude! ... I failed. Well, actually the battery died and I didn't save any of the recorded clips. So... I FAILED!
Kay... But, the reason why my night turned so galau-ish and mellow-ish was because somebody (a person, a guy...) suddenly popped inside my mind and ruined every other thought. He was the THAT guy... The you-know-who dude I've always talked about. Why him?? I haven't figured out the answer... .___. Then, I tweeted some stupid trashy quotes, but got RT's. Yeay!! Baaah...
Hmm.. A couple of minutes later, I iseng-ly stalked (well, not actually stalked, more like look through) my old friends' facebook-s. Those dudes and chicks who used to be my 4th & 5th grade classmates. I stalked their pages and looked through all their photos. My tears began to fall inside.. THEY LOOK MUCH MATURE than they used to be. I miss them so freakin' much!! :'(( One of the pages was my old crush.. Haha.. :') I looked through all his photos and told myself that he'd changed. Like... He had changed into something more attractive, calm, mature, and heart-breaking. Gaaaaah, I miss him.
And to top all of those CRAPPY galauness, the flashback of my old crush and I appeared suddenly inside my head. And I was like.. "Wha? Huh? Oh boy..." I remembered the time when he kicked my butt because I pinched him and got him in so many troubles. I remembered the time when he wanted my snack and I gave him and told him to save some for me but he didn't, so I kinda like got upset, then he asked for forgiveness and promised to give me his Monday snack. I remembered the time when we were sitting on the same sit inside a school bus after swimming and got to a little fight about PLEASE BE QUIET! I remembered when he was asked to do a duet with me to play one song. I remembered when were dressed as characters of The Wizards of OZ (I forgot the name of the play) and the costumes were made of NEWSPAPER. I remembered when people thought that we were a thing like bf-gf. I remembered when he used to sit by me and goofed around with me and made noises and got the both of us in trouble. But, what I remembered the most was the time when I got back to Indonesia and communicated with him by facebook and he asked me, "Do you like me?" and I lied by replying "No.. That'd be crazy and stupid." and he never replied anything. That hurt so much... If I could stay a little bit longer there, I'd be happy to continue the fun, the fights, the laughter, the goofiness, the arguments, the troubles, the detentions with him. OMG, I miss him and probably will start to have a crush on him... AGAIN!!!! ARRRRGGHH!!...
And the last thing I wanted to tell you about is that I stalked my other old crush. Hahaha... But, when I saw his photos, the only memory that was played in my head was the one when we accidentally bumped into each other and my butt almost kissed the floor, but he held my back and grabbed me by the hand and it was like a movie to me. We were ( ) <<< that close. Aaaaah...
I MISS ALL OF THOSE SWEET UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS!!!!...
I'm just hoping that someday I could see them again..
ANYWAY, I'm so fucking frustrated with my English assignment, dude!!! HELP!! URGENT! EMERGENCY!! PLEASE!!!... Bye! I say Hassafffaaahh a lot lately.. Hasafah.. .___. Bye! ;)
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